I always cry on game day....

[cataragon]

Saw my husband off at the airport today - the first time in several years I've done that. It's just too hard, we both find it much easier for him to grab a taxi and not make a fuss about it. But that's when we lived in town, which we don't anymore.

So that...wasn't great.

Tonight I came home and made pancetta and tomato sauce with angel hair pasta. Which is the first thing I've cooked in ages, because I've been ill, and it was freaking awesome. One of the people who ate it said "It'll do". Yay.

And now I'm going to bed.

Because life sucks, and is unfair, and I'm overtired, out of broadband and out of support structure and there's a non-zero chance it will be June and winter before I see my husband again.

Winter. Again.

It feels like my whole body is a scream I can't let out.

Comments

[pepperbeast.livejournal.com]

No fun. Hope it looks brighter soon.

He's not heading for Ottawa, is he?

[another-entity.livejournal.com]

i love you, and please please if you want to, write me, and i will write back. i'm here for you in an absent kind of a way.
love remains though.

it's tricky like that.

[flysparrowfly.livejournal.com]

We need to start a club for lonely cold people who won't see their husbands til god-knows-when.
I'll bring the booze and the terrible movies.

[niennahirilfea.livejournal.com]

*big hugs* :(